Kamil Luwis
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Hi. Im Camille Louise. 19. Imperfectly Perfect. I love Pink and Unicorns. :'>
I don't wanna bore you here so go ahead and read my mind :)
This was you. This sounds just like the guy I knew, the one you introduced to me, the one I fell in love with. The one person who held me during the tough times, the one person I called my sunshine.
The one person I need the most right now.
But you’re not here anymore.
And there is no use in telling you who you once were, how much I miss it, how loved and safe I felt in that person’s arms because it gets tiring after telling you everything I’m feeling for a long time and see that you seem like you don’t care. That most of the time I feel like talking to a brick wall.
I want to hear these words again from you. I want you to tell me that you would always care for me, and love me despite all circumstances, just like how I loved you.
I want you to fight for me, not fight against me. I never wanted any of this. I never wanted any of our petty fights and quarrels and late night arguments. I just wanted to feel your love — the warmth that used to fill every corner of my heart. I want you to do the things you used to do, to feel like you still exist, I went to look for any sign of your feelings that you once made so obvious, to look for any spark of warmth you still have for me, I tried to look for myself in your heart but they’re gone. Burnt somewhere, floating around with the ashes of what used to be us.
294.) I always wonder if you ever re-read our old conversations and smile like I do.
(Source: strawberrytelle)
Sweet Serendipity: I love that you're my first and last thought. ›
The first thing I think of when I wake up is you. I open my eyes and all I want to see is you laying next to me. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night just to check if you’re with me. But it was only my imagination… I hold the mickey mouse you gave me in place of you. It’s the one I…
